5/13/08

Life is hell
it's just like a cell
my life fell down the drain
how can i feel this much pain
i should just have lain in the ground
my head pounds like some loud sub woufer
my life is stirred of Hate
dang i put my heart on a plate
now i have a scared heart
my world fell apart
how can i start a new life
i strive for a wife
i can hurl
she was like a pearl to me
she just can't see life is hell
how can i tell her
life is a big blur
i hope i stirred her heart like she did mine
why was i so blind
when i just wanted to combined our lives
now we both struggle to get by
now i just lye there
full of fear
fear is hell
going down
no i just get a frown
from the the girl i loved
now she's beloved someone i don't know
why did i blow it
is it cause i got blipped
now my life is flipped into hell
Life is hell
hell i say
and this is where my thoughts stray.

5/9/08

Shivers control his flesh,
rattling bones with each breathe.
Lost in a storm of madness.
He is filled by sadness.
His tears bore holes in his soul.
His eyes dim, no more glow
From his eyes waterfalls begin to flow.
Equipped with the pain that doesn't show.
He aches from head to toe.
From his mouth haunting calls blow.
As growls from a lion stalks a doe.
In the forest,
although he resist,
he longs for death's kiss.
And an end to his sorrowful bliss

5/6/08

Love is strong in the weakest bonds,
No matter the course that must be taken,
Though it is not always the safest, It will guide the way,
Most would stop and go no further,
I am different and will presist till my soul be dead.

Hell can stand against me,
Yet I call for the angels to rescue me,
From the depths of hell I would raise,
And against Evil forces I would stand,
For I would be an angel trapped on Earth,
Here to stand my ground,
And Stand strong, A ghost...
To live in infeny, till Forever end...


or should i descend
Haha I recamend a fart...

I'm playing around.

5/2/08

Friends are part of life
why thrive or struggle
i feel like I'm in a puddle
i want to settle with fear
but fear don't want to settle with me
please strangle me
i can't see the light
damn girl took my heart
now i have to start all over agian
agian i fell in love
she covering her love
so i thought
i just infurred
please don't kick me to the curb
now my heart is destroyed
i'm six feet in the ground
without a heart in my chest
i should of guested
she just had lust
i must of died for nothing
dang i should of stayed alive
i thrived to die
now i lie in this coffin
man i'm fronting
about this poem
i just had to show em
what i thought about doing
and now she's luring some guy
cause she don't want to lay
but she's really dead

P.S. hazel is a terd

5/1/08

Hey never wrote in awhile so her is a poem for everyone that looks at my blog
I Close My Eyes
I close my eyes
so I can sleep.

I close my eyes
so I can dream.

I close my eyes
so I can think.

I close my eyes
so I can hide in the darkness.

I close my eyes
so I can cry.

I close my eyes
so I can't see this troubled world.

I close my eyes
so I can sleep forever.

I close my eyes
so I can die..

don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes!!!
don't be like me and stay alive.

don't close your eyes yet
I know life is difficult
your always in my heart...

man i farted...

4/22/08

The boring days of my life would be,
not having my best friends aren't here,
i just feel like theres a tear
i fear there not coming back
to be go on.

4/16/08

Hey Hey give me a light
don't try fight
you'll be down for the count
so you better bounce homie
this is just a bunch a bologna
this kinda of korny
Jon your a phony
Don't get coy
you'll be destroyed boi
johnny boy don't have nothing
man i don't have to be cussing
like him fussing like a kid
man i got slap with a lid
she has some nice lips
i wanna watch your hips
don't stick me up
you gave me a bump on my head
in stead of getting ahead
ted get your sled
don't smack my head
and my dad is Jack
i know this is freaking wack
and i me jerry stackhouse
so get em like bla bla
What chya going to do
i flew up to ya
and you saw wat i was like
in a fight so get out of my sight
do you want a bite
you dang termite.



PPl I was bored as a mother so here is my bordness
Darkness! Fear lurks in the bosom's heart
Of shadows and darkness on a silent night.
No one here but loneliness.
Frustration of an empty soul.

A flicker of a candle would even part
This curtain of blindness to light.
No way out--nowhere to run.
What have I set as a rewarding goal?

A book of love on the table lay.
I'd seen it before, somewhere, I know.
Words cast thoughts upon my mind.
Flickers of my candle, increased the light.

I read the book without delay.
It revealed just why I felt so low.
No one a greater friend could find,
Than the Man I met this lonesome night.

LIGHT! No longer was I afraid,
As miraculous peace within me lay.
I closed my eyes and sincerely prayed,
"Jesus, thank you for light today."
Don't you dare leave me
I am not in love with her
please for give me for messing around on you
I just want to be with you or else!!! Tear Tear